The intensity of those first few months of postpartum life is still unthinkable, even after experiencing it twice - the pure joy in holding my baby, the sheer panic of the responsibility, the anxiety of how vulnerable everything is, the uncertainty in your own ability, the safety in feeling the weight of them on my chest, the surreality in functioning at night. I don't think it matters how many times you do it, it is always the craziest rollercoaster you've ever been on.
— Anonymous